3 step program
I started running a few years ago. 39 years old and I had never ran before in my life. Through this truly painful experience of learning how to run, I discovered something about myself. I am excellent at setting myself up for failure and making myself miserable. Instead of crawling into a hole, I decided to use this knowledge to help others. I created a program. The 3 step program to guaranteed failure and absolute misery.
Mister Contest Toastmaster, Fellow Toastmasters and honored guests. This evening I will share with you my 3 step program along with real-life examples. Soon, you too will be able to feel like a failu
There's some major trouble with me, you see ...
Cause I don't wanna be alone, but I just can't get along.
...always quarrel ~ always pain...
Guilt and Rage driving me much more insane than I already am.
I try to keep a constant wall between my heart and the others at all.
But nonetheless I long so much for their comfort and their touch.
Loneliness tears me apart, but to build up relations I dare not to start.
I've never learned the basic rules of socializing in my youth.
All that I know now about life ... this bitter wisdom had a salty price...
It's still daring me to fake and hide my 'real me' for myself.
... if I had just any idea which